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Day 60: February Recap ~ Ah, It's March now, wow!

03/01/2026

Hi, hi, everyone!

idk this month kinda sucked ig. I had a bunch of spare time and I burnt out fast over an art challenge that I only drew 3 pieces for (barely). I was just stuck with low energy levels in February. Uggghhhh......

I was gonna show off the Kingdom Hearts journals I got earlier this month. They're really neat and bring me a little bit of happiness, I suppose. The teal journal is basically my own little version of Jiminy's Journal and I got it so I could recreate the one I saw in the marketing for all the stationery that dropped alongside it.

I don't really know what I'm gonna write in there to be honest, so I guess I'm just gonna keep it as a collector's item for now. idk journals and notebooks are like shiny things to me, just like jackets and bags lol. On the other hand, I also got my hands on Roxas' Journal and because it's designed to be written in daily, I figured I could draw doodles of my OCs once a day. The idea to do this was inspired by the artist Heartmush when they drew their OC Velvet in a journal for a year. I thought that sounded fun, and with me getting Roxas' Journal at the start of February, I guess you could say the timing was perfect.

So anyway, that's been going on and I've been posting those daily on my Cara gallery. As for school－yeah, this month was pretty much a breeze as I thought it would be. Tomorrow looks like I'm gonna be starting a Horror, Mystery, and Suspense course where I'll have to submit a project by the end of the month. This course even has a content warning at the top, so that's...new. Oooou..... Aaaah, it's back to work I guess.

I figure I should just get the more lighthearted thoughts out of the way cause at the end of the day, my little problems feel so insignificant compared to the larger things happening in the world right now. I don't consider myself a political person, nor do I find much interest in the topic at all. But I can't just sit around and ignore everything that's happening in the world. Like, ok, so the U.S. killed a dictator in Iran and now we're at war? Gee thanks, man. This isn't going to worsen the civil unrest in the country any more than we're already dealing with considering the economy, gun violence, congress, and overral costs of living (idk the messy job market, increased costs of housing, healthcare, cars, etc.). And then there's the man in charge himself. I'm sorry, but I don't know what that guy wants, but he feels the need to go after everything: TV networks and late night talk show hosts, or any celebrity who criticizes him, Palestine, Greenland, Venezuela, and now Iran. I don't know, guys, but I don't really care for this guy and I really don't wanna get into any discourse or talk about him any more than I have to.

I don't know what the world is going to look like in a week from now or in the next six months, but we're all going through rough times right now. It's stuff like this that make me feel so small in the world. I'm just one person who's barely surviving at home. I may be fortunate enough to live in a place where I don't have to expierence the horrors of war, but who's to say that won't change one day? With the way things are going, I'm just expecting a massive collapse that turns everything on its head before it ever gets better.... Or we're just going through another depression again, what do I know? All I can do is and tell others is to not look away, stay informed, speak out, or donate if you can. Just...don't sit and do nothing.